mi dream...2

so u mite b wondering wat is so special about this particular dream of mine , at first glance it might seem to b the same old crap no connection with the real world but as i analyzed it the next day the result was interesting there is a reason why every character appeared in the dream it was not mere coincidence but strategically every character had a gud reason to become a part of the dream firstly i had this unknown complex fear u can say that i was not a part of this place and still living here forcibily being a pain in the ass of my juniors and this feeling was being compounded by the behavioiur of my juniors at hostel knowingly or unknowingly they were hurting me day in and day out and this was becoming suffocating and was choking me everyday and i wanted to break free and this fear is evident and peaks wen the voice shouts that i was no longer a student and to add to it the batchmate of mine was a dual degree one so he was still a student, he had every right to complain against me and the state juniors of mine laughing shows my growing aversion towards them
the coming of seniors and they casolling me as a small boy pinching mi cheeks was a result of me feeling lonely for many days now no one to tell this feeling i wanted someone elder to me to talk to me pat me on mi back and discuss everything this was the only thing i longed for
the other day i had seen many videos of chiru he being pelted by eggs, his lone battle against all odds had an effect on him the demi god whom i held in high regard had crashed to ground after the elections debacle and my mind nd heart couldnt digest the fact that though he lost the way he lost was more pinching and the fact was swine flue was in the air and it had even affected someone living in the very corridor in which i lived so it also had an effect on me so clubbing of chiranjeevi and swine flue was a gud trick to serve as a vent to mi feelings , me and maddy going to the hospital was in a way trying to find a solution to mi problems....
"the human brain surely acts funny at times , but in no way is the working illogical "