life is funny...

After 4 years at a place where u have done everything not finding a place to sleep and browse net sounds at times awkward and at times funny and at times a touch emotional... now i guess its a mix of nostalgia coupled with funny feeling coupled together making up for a nice cocktail!!!
At first i thought that i would somehow find some reason to stay back here at iit as i felt this was the place made for me and i couldnt live without it, like a fish which cant live long outside water but this is mi first weekend after mi convocation last sunday its becoming harder and harder living here, the no of recognisible faces decreasing exponentially since convocation, the errie feeling of being a stranger in a place where i once enjoyed being as they say "yahan ke hum sikander" types (hehe...) here am sitting in the computer room of mi hostel which has been dysfunctional for the last 4 years i guess was a part of some 5 years plan , thanks to it i have a place to write mi blog, getting your job defferred can act both ways u can look at it ur own way get depressed to the maximum as if heaven has fallen on u, as if the almighty has zeroed on u for unleashing hi flurry of miseries on u as if u were some experimental rat in his lab , brood over ur bad luck like a young widow or look at it the other way the good way talk to urself that u have got time which not many of ur friends have got quality time to look at the larger perspective of life do things that u always wanted to do sit back and enjoy the well deserved break u have got after 4 years of hurry burry tension filled life, but dost kya karein its easier said than done life can get pretty tough at times and with a social system like ours where anything out of the usual is frowned upon ppl around u ask more questions than ur profs ever did at college waat ur son is not doing engineering ???? there might be some problem with him kya tu cat ke liye nahin pad raha hain kya and our iit is just a mere reflection of the society around us interested in mba or not all 4th yearites invariably have to take sunday tests spending their quality weekends at some damn coaching place , interested in consulting or not invariably mckensy will still get the maximum applicants at the tnp site, am not complaining i just wanted to tell u wat all i faced more importantly during mi last year of life here in iit .....