that mysterious gil......

"Mentallla!!! adem baauntadraaa magodi laaga untadi kada" this was the first reaction i gave when one mi "tall" friend told me that he had a crush on her, but wat can i do, that was mi frank initial reaction, but teh thing was i had never seen this gil closely just like "pata hain ki wo hain magar kabhi itna dekha nahin close quarters se" par nahin pata uss din se kuch ajeeb sa feeling dil main, wy does he like her?? wy couldnt i see her like he did, but the fact of the matter was i had not tried to look at her till then, every day i used to see her on mi way to a class at 10 wen she was on her way out of a class but never had this special feeling for her
but that day it was different...... i was standing outside mi block chatting away to glory with friends "yaar behen chod kal midterm ppt hain aur abtak kuch nahin kiya yaar, phat rahi hain yaar" me:" phattu saale kyon phat rahi hain jaise kuch kaam karta hain tu, fraudy tho marega kaisa bhi aur tera guide bhi tho chill hain fight kya hain"
............suddenly full filmy style back ground music .... from a shahrukh khan movie the 11 clock sun playing hide n seek with the clouds in delhis fast dying winter cool breeze blowing acrosss....... she comes walking from the other side with her(donno whether he is her boy frind or not) and here i have this sudden ringing of bells in mi heart
note: the music is still playing ......

i cant move mi eyes from her waat is this!! wat has happened to me ?wy does she look so special today? wy do i just want to see her, wy do i wnt her to be mi side kya yahi pyaar hain naaaaaaa itne aasanise thodi hota hain i cant help following her wherever she goes i dont even mind if she doesnt care about me but wy this sudden madness !!!! donnnooo " oye lawde class ka time hogaya chal, kisko dekhraha hain " me:" hann... ahann aise hi yaar kisko dekhunga? chal" but i still trying to catch a last glimpse of her amidst the passing crowd "ohh, dont go plzzz no no shit shes gone suddenly i gate crash stumble into the class".... prof:" cum in cum in ...aaj class main kaise aana hua minor tho abhi kaafi dhoor hain, proxy tho aap lagwa hi rahe ho aisa kartha hoon tum sab ko main attendance 100% dedeta hoon wat say " me:" that will be very kind of u sir " prof:" ssshuttt up!!! aake fist bench main baito 4th year main aap sudroge nhin"
me:" jaaoo sir aapko kya pata wat am undergoing rite now ,thinking abot her"
"Dekhke nahin jaa sakte aankhen tho sahhi hain? yaa ilaaj karvana padega" shouted an aunty.
me:" aan.. sorry maam sorry (thinking) shit!!! yaar wo kidar gayi ye aunty ko bhi abhi aana tha "
i kept thinking abot her while in class, having bath eating, drinking naaaaaaa (drinking main tho kuch yaad hi nahin rehta hehe) "waaaat sammy boy u cant be this weaaaak after all ek ladki yaar cmon just move on man tere liye tho ladkiyon ki line lag jaaegi hehe " i told this to mi self then got busy with the grill of the acds minors hmm sach main bhul hi gaya tha yaar " hahaaa she was just was a passing cloud i guess" but.........

on the day of mid term ppt ie :today
" yaar mera naam bulaya kya sirne " i asked mi frind .. nahin yaar abhi nahin shayad next hain"
"yaar main bathroom jaake aata hoon muje bulaliyo" saying this i went to the bathrrooom taking along mi notes to have a look at it " grit chamber used to remove tthe sandd particles and for cleaninggg.and......and ........fuck cant believe this she was rite thrr in front of mi eyes i was freezed, couldnt remove mi eyes frm her but couldnt stay thrr only as many students were thrr and acting as if i had a call i loitered thrr along the corridor catching her glimpse now and then
" saamrat samrat samrat..samraaattt ohh "b c" mera naam shit " frind:" saale kahan margaya tha jaa bhula rahe hain" me:" haan haan jaa raha hoon"

in the presentation
me:" sir our aim is actually to provide a program for the end users.."
prof:" end user kaun hain"
me:" sir wo end user ... end user hum hi hain sir matlab user hi hain sir s ir woo..."
prof:" aap theek tho ho do want to drink some water"
me:" annaan... no sir am ok "
so after umpteen no of stumblings & fumblings i some how finished it and then as i got out
frinds:" kya hua kya kya poocha? kuch zyada mara tho nahin ?mood kaisa hain ....oye bolna.. bolna"
me:" kya bolooon doston muje kya hua " straight went searching for but couldnt find i have never talked to her, she doesnt even know that i exist i guess in this iit i dont even have hopes to talk to her as i know after sometime mi laziness will get the better of me and ill stop searching for her but i just want to sit thrr and just see her .....that mysterious gil najane kya jaadddooo chala diyaa!!!!